i miss this dress

bought from H&M

做女仔之shopping篇

how to feel being a girl??
of course doing what other girls are doing ..... SHOPPING....
weeks ago, get dressed up, and went to a big shopping mall, for a big chain store
at the beginning, i was a bit nervous, (since i don't go out in daytime too much)
but, look at the mirror before getting into the mall, the image was .... just an ordinary girl, why bother??
so, keep browsing and trying things, and travel back and forth between changing room and shelves. Glad seem no one pay extra attention to this 99% girl (me) wo....
after that i realize why girl love shopping, it's really a fun experience. Also, in this store, there's lingerie dept as well, and bought some items, \\\ ^.^ ///
especially, when i check out, the sales girl at the cashier counter said to me "小姐, Bra同埋Under係無得exchange㗎", i replied " Okay... !! "

做女仔之被人撩篇

好奇怪， 平時我係極度討厭男性㗎，覺得佢地好污穢，又臭!! 但係當我打扮好，去街街既時候，如果被D男人撩，又OK接受到喎。
倒有幾次難忘既經驗既，唔知係唔係自己算高頭大馬呢，好幾次撩我既都係外籍喎，好似前幾日咁，係LKF附近，有位斯斯文文嘅外籍人士，跟我擦身而過，然後自我介紹，又拖住我隻手，又讚我靚，仲話跟佢去飲野，當然我拒絕咗喇。萬一穿幫點算喎，不過心裡面又真係覺得幾sweet同開心嘅。

做女仔之高跟鞋篇

點解女仔成日買鞋呢？？I know why, coz i'm one of them...
好羨慕女仔的鞋，款靚，線條美
自己唔覺唔覺，都有成7對, 但係最衰腳大，要買都唔容易, 而且我有鐘意尖頭喎， 每次著親都好易起水泡，唔知有咩辦法解決呢。。我已經有用Schroll既"heel cushion"!!
算喇，著出黎好睇緊要的....
I wish if I can dress up 24/7, I think i can live with this pain.

Who am I now??

數日前，係街行緊既時候，有個小朋友行埋黎， 問：妳係男仔定係女仔？
我話：咁你話呢？(但係當其時，我係crossdress緊（即in guy's mode) 而只不過係著住一件tshirt加條短褲...
心裡想。。真係丫，點解（扮）男仔個陣，有人會誤會， 但係以Bernice身份出街，又有時被"read"呢??
我諗我要再improve下我的打扮skill先得!!

What's your bras size?

What a piss !! Saw an Ad link in my mail box, it was kind of introducing a new material for bras. So, I check it up, and I really haven't check my bra size for so long, I have different sizes for my bras, from 34C to 36C, depends on style, whether full cup or 3/4 cup, strapless or crossback, or traditional, or front clip ,so... my curiousity drives me.. the first measurment was my size of RIBCAGE, then my "FULLEST" part of my bust(well I know I don't have it yet),
as I enter RIBCAGE = 33 inches
Fullest part of my bust = 36.5 inches
the result as the attached pic shows,

--- > "We're sorry, we could not calculate your size. Please try again."

what's that.... ... what size should I get?? or I really should get a plastic surgery done??

要變就變做幸福女人

This is from 深雪 - The Sun Sept 19
要變就變做幸福女人19/09/2007文： 深雪朋友介紹我上 You Tube 看這個女孩子的錄像：Nong Poy。她來自泰國，是名人妖選美冠軍，但天呀！美若天仙。通常人妖都美得來太豔麗、太女人、太似鬼婆、太有風塵味，難得 Nong Poy 氣質清純，似個美少女，看她的唱歌跳舞 MV 、介紹家居訪問，她一舉手一投足都可愛輕盈，斯文秀氣，少女氣質澎湃！她十七歲變性，十九歲當選人妖選美冠軍，現職藝人，她坦言已有男友，說的時候幸福溢滿。其實，我並不太愛看人妖表演，總覺得太淒酸，這些美人兒，經歷痛苦的成長期，又千辛萬苦儲錢做變性手術，可是，變成女人後，卻落得當上低級表演女郎的下場。人妖表演騷的美人，臉上都那麼歷盡滄桑，除了獵奇心態的人外，誰想看他們扮鄧麗君？突破命運、表現出生存和改變的勇氣後，就最應該得到幸福啊！泰國的Nong Poy可會有幸做一個最幸福、最得人疼愛的變性人？她笑得那麼甜，幸福磁場一定高啊！我但願，她真的能到老都甜美幸福。變性人的心願是變成女人，可是，他們在許願的時候，忘記向上蒼祈求變成一個幸福的女人，而這才是最重要啊！變成悲慘下賤苦命的女人來幹甚麼？要變，就變身做幸福和受人尊敬的女人吧！這世上一定有些律師、醫生、生意人、師等等職業的變性人，他們變做女人後會繼續積極上進，總不成，變性後卻擔當真正女人都不屑的工作。

It's true, it is every girl's dream, including myself. I wish i could go back the day of 17, probably, GLORIA would have become a 100% girl by now. Unlike, now, everytime i look at some beautiful girl, I just wanna swap my body into her. Anyway, I hope, I could be a 幸福女人soon, but I believe it will not happen in HK, but my dream country.

I'm a girl but not yet a woman??

"鍾意女仔鍾意到自己都好想好似一D女仔咁靚"
(translate: i love beautiful girl as much as i would become one)

what's that?? but when i read it in a newsgroup, that would best describe who i am
so ..... i consider myself as girl, rather than my genetic gender. But in Hong Kong, people tend more (or at least pretend to be) and more being acceptable toward the term, so called DIVERSITY. Anyway, i'm not going to categorized myself into those names like Xdress, Trans-whatever!! nonono, i'm just a girl, and trapped into a wrong body.